Need a New Daydream?

This project captures the aspects of life faced during the COVID-19 pandemic, one of the most impactful experiences in recent human history.

Need a new daydream? is a collaborative video work created by husband and wife artists Jordan Schwab and Karla Griffin. When approached by the Two Rivers Gallery in Prince George, BC to create a piece of work in response to, or influenced by, their experiences with the COVID-19 pandemic, Schwab and Griffin dealt with isolation by turning inwards – choosing to work with their own archive of collected images and videos of places they’ve been, and places they wished they could visit again based on their feelings of being stuck or trapped by the realities and limitations of the pandemic.

May 3, 2020

Entry #3

We were told to take a look at the wash out on the West Fraser road (thanks Tom). It’s about 17 kilometers from where we live, everything is closed, there is nothing else to do, it’s an excuse to get out of the basement.

When we get there, the road is barricaded by large concrete blocks, tagged with “grad 2020” and “fuck covid” – appropriate. As you walk along, you can see the creek has changed its path, large trees have been ripped from the earth and are washed up on sand bars; as the road starts to climb, about 500 metres ahead, part of it has been washed away. Not sure what the big deal is. Why they can’t just build the bank back up, maybe push the paving a little further into the hillside? Seems like a pretty simple solution; it seems so small.

We see people farther down, past the wash out; there must be more to see. In about a kilometre, the problem is clear. There is no road, only an abyss. The pavement ends abruptly and drops off a cliff, the creek, 50 metres below, has opened a valley so wide, you could not even see where the other side of the road was, no connection point, no way forward.

Staring out, we try to talk out a solution, arm-chair engineers. A man also taking in the sight tells us that the bank just continues to slide into the void. How do you stop something so unrelenting, something that doesn’t care about what was built before, doesn’t care what your plans are? There is no way to follow the old path.

A new road will have to be built, somewhere else, some other way.

May 8, 2020

Entry #4

We were frying burgers down by the Fraser River. There’s a beach on the west side that we go to, gets us out of the apartment. Since moving to Quesnel, we have lived in a basement, no deck, no outside unless you walk the dog, so the beach is our backyard.

It’s early May, the world is still crazy, but the burgers are sizzling. Our dog is lying next to us, drooling, waiting for food; the sun is shining, and the beer is cold, perfect.

We can hear another dog barking, maybe across the river. The Fraser is swollen, moving fast, the dog’s bark is annoying, constant. It must see us across the river, we can’t see it. The barking is getting closer now, is it in a boat? Closer, still barking, closer. Is that something in the river? Closer, THAT’S THE DOG! Farther; we can’t get to it; farther, the river is way too fast; farther, it’s still barking; farther, maybe it will make it out at the bend in the river; further, it’s just floating by itself; farther, we hope it can make it; further, it probably won’t make it, further, floating, farther, alone, further.

July 11, 2020

Entry #5

We walked down to Baker Creek – it’s one of our favourite spots – there’s a big beach, the dog loves to run and play in the water, and there’s driftwood everywhere – endless sticks for the dog to catch. The creek is high again, it’s not as bad as last month but it’s deep enough that the dog never ventures in too far. Lately we keep him on the leash until we get to the beach.

The walk down to the creek is a closed off dirt road, the beginning of a neighborhood that was never completed, bright red fire hydrants and rotting streetlamps can be found in the surrounding brush, beautiful but wild. The threat of bears exists but we have not had a run in yet. Some days we are prepared, bear spray in hand, taking the threat seriously; they could be anywhere down there. Today, we took it easy, we were not prepared. Even though we are warned every day that it is bear season, even when you warn yourself, you figure it won’t happen to you. You hope it stays a possibility, not a reality, besides, this route is barely off the main roads of our neighbourhood – we walk there regularly.

The section of the beach that we venture to is down a dirt road, flanked by two ponds and heavy bush that ends at the creek. Because the creek is high once again there is only one clear entrance and exit unless bushwhacking is on the agenda. We play with the dog and sit on a huge uprooted tree that had been left on the shore by the earlier flood. When we decide to head home, we can see something black just beyond the ‘s’ curve of the road about 150 metres ahead. Is that a dog? No, no, that’s too big for a dog. The grass beside the ponds is so tall that we are standing on our tip toes just to get a better look. The bear is doing the same as us, it stands up and cranes its neck trying to a get a better view down the trail. We do what we can, make some noise, try not to panic, head back to the beach, regroup. What do we do? We’re trapped. Wait it out. 

10 minutes later, what seems like an eternity, we head back up the trail to see if there’s another way around. There it is, in the same place, it stands again. We head back to the beach, no way out; the threat is real. Can we cross the creek? The water is too high.

We wait another 10 minutes, we are brave now, we have sticks, we start yelling before we get back to the trailhead, we will do as we’ve been taught: stand our ground, make eye contact, yell at it from a distance. We will scare it away. We see people up ahead, just passed the spot where the bear was lingering; they have no idea of the threat, just enjoying their day; it’s just another Saturday with friends. We run towards them, yelling, warning them of the bear, waving our sticks, they see us, they turn and continue walking; they don’t know what we’re saying.

We meet them at the top of the hill and keep our distance due to COVID precautions; we tell them about the bear and how close they were, how close the threat was.

Where we live, where we explore, the threat is always there, always in the back of your mind. Do you stay at home, lock the doors, only go out if you know it’s safe, or do you take the risk?

About the Artist

Jordan Schwab

Jordan Schwab, originally from Prince George, BC, holds a BFA from Thompson Rivers University (2005), and received his MFA from the University of Saskatchewan (2009). Through a previous career in commercial and industrial construction, he developed an interest in constructed environments, entropy and collective work to form the basis for his artistic practice. He has shown across the country, having been included in exhibitions and festivals at SKOL gallery (Montreal), SNAP Gallery (Edmonton), Martha Street Studio (Winnipeg), Kamloops Art Gallery, and AKA Artist-Run, PAVED Arts, and Remai Modern Pre-Launch in Saskatoon. He currently resides in Quesnel, BC and is a sessional instructor at the University of Saskatchewan.

About the Artist

Karla Griffin

Karla Griffin, originally from Kamloops, BC, holds a BA in English (2005) and a BFA in Visual Art (2006) from Thompson Rivers University and completed her MFA at the University of Saskatchewan in 2010. Her artistic practice explores issues of consumption, commodification, and identity formation through a variety of media. Her work has been exhibited in solo and group exhibitions throughout Canada, and within the United States, at galleries that include the Kamloops Art Gallery, Estevan Art Gallery & Museum, Mann Art Gallery (Prince Albert), PAVED Arts, Mendel Art Gallery (Saskatoon), Surrey Art Gallery, La Petite Mort Gallery (Ottawa), Heuser Art Center (Peoria, Illinois), etc. She currently resides in Quesnel, BC where she works as a Safety Coordinator at Quesnel River Pulp, a Division of West Fraser Mills Ltd.